![]() ![]() Your brain can (probably) heal if it gets the right circumstances. ![]() The brain is good at changeing (for better or worse), you can for example learn stuff all your life. I am no doctor though (studying Public Health, a field I found through all this). Your stuff could soumd like a adderall induced panic attack that you are obsessing over. I suspect this panic attack set it all in motion because I didn't know what a panic attack was and therefore couldn't relax (for years). Did the adderall fuck up my brain for good? I'm not even sure if this is the right place to post this but I'm so lost, things have been getting worse over February and shown no sign of easing upīefore i went completely mental (almost all good now though, 7 years later), I had a weed-induced panic attack that spiraled out of control. It's been a few months, why am I still having issues? Shouldn't it have cleared up? The Concerta is working perfectly and has never shown any sign of acting like the adderall. I'll sometimes hear things (the worst recent one was some taps from my bathroom and then a face, which I'm still not sure of the reality of that). I keep having visual oddities and paranoia but never a full blown episode thank god. Fast forward to a very few months later and I'm still having issues. It still baffles me because I know that adderall can cause psychotic symptoms or even induce schizophrenia but that's usually only after longterm abuse in those who don't have ADHD. And then it felt like everything was fine and I adjusted to my new meds. On the final night maybe two weeks later when I thought it was all breaking, I was trying to sleep and ended up having the worst auditory hallucinations I'd ever had. Sometimes it would be like there were voices just beyond a veil I couldn't see. Murderous homicidal thoughts, shit that just. During those five days I would have severe paranoia usually surrounding locked doors and the idea of them being unlocked and people coming in and taking everything from me. I tried it for five more days before getting taken off of it and put on Concerta. My mind was all over the place and a stream of words kept coming from my fingers when I was texting my friend trying to ground myself. It felt like an absolute split from reality, my paranoia was hyped up and I couldn't deal with anything. After the first dose (which was a 10mg timed release) I think a few hours later it hit me and I think it shoved me into a psychotic break. Sidebar image by Carl Jung, from The Red Book.īack in December 2017 I started taking Adderall for my ADHD despite having a bad interaction with it as a little kid (5th grade), and I hadn't had any medication for it until then. Links to personal sites, vlogs, blogs etc., will be approved at the discretion of mods: if you don't comment here, why should we allow your personal links? ![]() Linking to servers in comments may or may not be ok, depending on mod approval, and the reputation of specific domains, but discussion/link posts to this subreddit will be removed as spam. Note about chat servers: if users want to find those places, they will do so. It's ok to be critical of anti-psychotic medications, but please do not encourage anyone to stop taking them or otherwise go against their treatment plan. Reddit inter-galactic law is of course, in effect However, personal experience is welcome if it is framed by rules 1 and 2. Scientific standards determine the best treatment options: pseudo-science and "newage" (homeopathy, alternative medicine) links or content will be moderated on a case by case basis.įeelings or subjective truths are not necessarily in line with scientific models regarding psychosis and associated mental health disorders. Encouragement or suggestion to self-harm or harm others is cause for suspension or permanent ban. ![]()
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